01:35P 08.04.20 TUE 






07:24P 08.03.20 MON 
eptx, i love you.




09:33A 08.02.20 SUN 
just look at what they did to amy winehouse. man, just look at they did to tupac. it’s all conditional. it’s all conditional.




09:19A 07.31.20 FRI 
i’ll never be in love with a concept again. that’s a trick that my head played over again.




07:28A 07.30.20 THU 
one soft moment at the crack of dawn, that’s all i need.




08:37A 07.29.20 WED






08:39A 07.27.20 MON
the future is gonna throw things at you whether you want it to or not and i just say, bring it on. bring it on.




06:16P 07.23.20 THU
burn it all down / don’t wait up it’s too late to save yourself / you’re living to wake up and i can tell / don’t wait up i’ll meet you on the run / the bellows are pumping the breath from your own lungs

- tlth




07:22A 07.22.20 WED
ain’t no point in fighting god but i sure try




08:29A 07.22.20 WED





08:49A 07.20.20 MON
the night beto dropped out, i couldn’t sleep. i ended up watching school of rock on tv and then orange county came on. somewhere in the middle of that film, i feel asleep and i woke up near the end when pete yorn’s song “lose you” came on. i remember it being 5 in the morning and feeling very confused.




08:29A 07.19.20 SUN
i don’t miss new york in the summer. i miss it in the winter. i miss it when i think about how the cold bites in early january. i miss the way my glasses fog up when i come inside milk and pull for a cup of coffee. i miss it when waverly diner puts the same christmas album on repeat and serves pancakes with syrup and strawberries on the side. i miss seeing my friends in big puffy jackets. the city is so alone, i miss it when the wood floors in the old buildings creek. i miss aíne’s art and the way the street light illuminates its beauty. i miss my friends who don’t even miss me. i miss healthway. that night i was so sick and i had to go on tv the next day and they cut up some ginger root and threw it in the blender and saved my voice. i miss the way new york took care of me.




09:35A 07.18.20 SAT
“gave everyone a camera to appreciate the same view”

- ghost thrower



09:20A 07.17.20 FRI





11:04P 07.16.20 THU 
not throwing stones at you anymore




10:22A 07.14.20 TUE






11:38P 07.11.20 SAT
“in a big book at the hospital i was born again and again and again.”



10:02A 07.11.20 SAT
lauryn hill, thank you.



08:51A 07.10.20 FRI





06:57P 07.08.20 WED





08:24A 07.06.20 MON






12:02P 07.01.20 WED
i’ve been dreaming of a new beginning



05:19P 06.27.20 SAT
wish i had a chance to say so long




05:55P 06.22.20 MON






10:23A 06.21.20 SUN



happy father’s day



07:22A 06.18.20 THU





07:53A 06.17.20 WED
if it ain’t original, you ain’t intentional. you make the same record for five years straight and expect us to fall on our ass? why don’t you try and have some respect for the craft. i just sit here and laugh.



08:33A 06.15.20 MON




 
01:36A 06.14.20 SUN
“i turn the engine but the engine doesn’t turn” is actually kind of a prophetic line when u think about it. anyway go see the king of staten island. pete is the man.



08:52A 06.13.20 SAT
“when you wanna let go, when you wanna let go when you wanna move on, move on, oh, ooh-ooh / why you gotta let go? why you gotta let go? why you gotta move on, move on, move?”

- kevin/roy



01:03P 06.12.20 FRI





07:59A 06.11.20 THU
i’m still not sure what happens when we pass but i do know that my dad, wherever he might be, or if he can even see down on me, is smiling with his mustache grin.



12:01P 06.10.20 WED





02:36P 06.09.20 TUE





07:47A 06.08.20 MON





07:14P 06.03.20 WED
i’ve bombed two interviews in my life. one was with a broadway theatre company, building ads in quark, and the other was for facebook. at the time, i wanted nothing more than to be employed at facebook. i felt it would solve my problems, would make me feel successful. looking back, i’m so thankful i bombed it. i’m so thankful my nerves got the best of me. i’m so thankful they didn’t think i was good enough. i’m so thankful for the feeling of buying peanut butter and bread at a 7/11 because i couldn’t afford the food in the hotel they put me up in. i’m so thankful i found my own path.



09:43A 06.03.20 WED
“my momma told me, ‘baby, stay clean. there’s no in between.’”



07:03P 06.01.20 MON
losing followers brings me immense joy. consistently meeting the expectations of strangers i’ve never met, never will meet, is exhausting.



08:53P 05.31.20 SUN





11:59A 05.28.20 THU
on your wedding night you should dance and drink your wine and kiss with lipstick.



08:32A 05.28.20 THU





09:26A 05.26.20 TUE
“if summer stayed, we’d all decay. been lost at sea, for centuries, and you were the only one searching. your misery was a sight to see. the night you split my heart in three. we have the hardest time waking up in the morning.”

– billy libby



08:15A 05.25.20 MON
in el paso there is an amtrak station and in it they make a damn good cup of coffee and muffin. ask for light sugar. trust me.



09:57A 05.24.20 SUN
i found an old hard drive and plugged it in. on it was pre-production for album my friends and i did a little over a decade ago. the song brought me back. then i unplugged the hard drive and moved forward. because that’s what we have to do. move forward.



01:16P 05.23.20 SAT







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08:23A 05.21.20 THU





08:37P 05.19.20 TUE
i’m not sure a school will ever have me give a commencement speech, but i think i know what i’d say if the day were to come. keep going. when i look back on my work, the work of folks i admired, and the work of folks around me, the thing that separates everyone is who kept going and who stopped.

some artists that i admire with my entire heart stopped at that one cool thing they made. some artists that i didn’t really vibe with kept going and now i vibe with them because i understand their impulse.

if you want to do great work, just keep going. it really is that simple.



02:54P 05.18.20 MON






11:57A 05.13.20 WED
sharing art you like with friends is the best feeling. you show me something, i show you something. we get to talk, have a conversation about it. help understand each other through the art we share. it is the greatest feeling.



06:26P 05.12.20 TUE





01:47P 05.12.20 TUE
in the zone



12:36P 05.10.20 SUN





04:11P 05.09.20 SAT
i’m just tryin’ to do me, be me. all of me. everything. the smiles, the laughs. the tears, the mad. i’ve been thinking about françois truffaut. the 400 blows. he just had to let it out. 



09:16P 05.08.20 FRI



https://www.washingtonpost.com/politics/biden-campaign-launches-expansion-in-the-face-of-democratic-worries--but-no-word-on-plans-to-leave-his-house/2020/05/08/ce39a598-908d-11ea-9e23-6914ee410a5f_story.html




08:52A 05.07.20 THU





07:54A 05.06.20 WED
another rainy morning and i don’t mind a thing. i’ve won four games in a row on chess dot com and it feels good. i’m not a good chess player. i was just playing chess players who are worse than me. i’m obessed with the strategy of chess. it’s a game of details. who can see the most details clearer? that’s pretty much chess. a few games back, i was playing against a person in ireland who was desperately trying to pin my queen on one side of the board without realizing i was only a couple moves away from putting them in checkmate. details. it’s all in the details. i hope you have a good day!



02:06P 05.05.20 TUE






07:46A 05.04.20 MON

“greatness”



09:17A 05.03.20 SUN
sun in the sky, you know how i feel.



09:24A 05.02.20 SAT





08:21A 04.30.20 THU
every single day is a gift and i’m not even on the pink cloud.



07:57A 04.29.20 WED
woke up and mac was in my head. even my dreams got missing him.

i ain’t ask her why no more / although i’ll take it if it’s mine / now i stay inside the lines / it ain’t 2009 no more / yeah i know what’s behind that door



08:21A 04.27.20 MON





08:16A 04.26.20 SUN
i woke up this morning and there was rain coming down from the sky. april showers, i think that’s what they call it. 



12:08P 04.23.20 THU





10:26A 04.23.20 THU
Have you listened to the Wallows album? It’s too good for you not to listen. It’s called “Nothing Happens” and it’s about all the things we think are really important in our teens and early ‘20s and how in the end, even though everything happened, it’s sort of like nothing happened.

Tchade Blake, who mixed all of Sheryl Crow’s songs, mixed it -- so it has this really gritty/polished ‘90s indie pop feel to it.



10:56A 04.22.20 WED





10:28P 04.21.20 TUE





07:18A 04.21.20 TUE





02:32P 04.20.20 MON
trust the process, pals.



08:36P 04.17.20 FRI





02:36P 03.27.20 FRI



new song




11:56P 03.15.20 FRI



demo




10:23P 02.04.19 TUE

https://www.nytimes.com/2020/02/04/technology/jigsaw-doctored-images-disinformation.html




12:23P 12.03.19 TUE